get me out of here

These are the lyrics i have twisted to suit my own feelings at the moment. 

"As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me"

"I don't care if we don't sleep at all tonight
Let's just fix this whole thing now
I swear to God we're gonna get it right
(the next line does not apply)"

"This night's a perfect shade of
Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room when I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning (burning) down
Dark blue (dark blue)" 

I'm going blind

to what's

good and bad for me.  

And I don't know how to feel about my horoscope for today. 

asthma

I know it took foreverrrrrrrr to load this posting page but i must tell you guys something. 

If you have asthma, even if it is extremely mild, please try to take your asthma puff everywhere with you. I had two asthma attacks today, one on the bus to uni this morning and one while waiting to get picked up outside shoppo tonight. 

Your asthma puff/preventer is a definite life saver and i am lucky that i brought mine today :)

Normally, i only use it before any exercise on land or when i am sick.... but on a normal uni day i can't really predict when and what is going to trigger it. And it's not a good feeling either. 

indeed, this is misery business

I'm sorry peoplesssssss. I've been over generously using the internet and now i am capped. (Blame physics and pokemon) I can't even afford to upload an amazing picture ha...

Which means i can't blog for a while. And i don't want to blog at uni because nothing interesting happens then. Except when strange people keep staring at my screen and me. Leave me aloneeeeeeeee =(

I watched "How to Train Your Dragon" today. I WANT ONE =D 

Hopefully i roll over very, very soon. Other than that, my voice continues to invite others to make fun of me. Bad voice, bad bad bad. 

:D

Hmm, so i sound stupid and refuse to let my voice recover properly because i can't stop talking. I just realised how important being able to talk is. I went out today for mid season sales (bought jumper, cake tin, tshirt) and for movies and Laura ended up doing 90% of the talking. The other 10% was me making weird sounds. 

Hot pot is goooooooooooood :D  

road rage

After visiting the doctor today, mum took me back home from Box Hill. On the way back, we had some dickhead behind beep us a thousand times for driving slightly slower in a residential area while it was raining. When we got to the traffic lights he stuck his head out and swore god knows what. 

And when i kept laughing at him he got madder and swore even more. Damn, if only my window had been foggy enough to write 'FUCK OFF :)", yes even with a smiley face. I swear his face was getting redder by the second. 

Hm and then his spluttering faded as we drove off. Rofl get some anger management classes yo. 

Apart from that, the doctor said to just drink water and not talk so much. I guess he still doesn't know i eat one strepsil every 20min literally. I finish a pack of 36 a day at least. hehe :)  

cheh

I am sick... 

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GI JOE

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Imitating Will :) 

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I swear this is a sign to talk lower. At least i have no mucus forming in my throat.  

400th post :)

I am feeling pretty today :) 

This has got to be one of the best feelings ever. Oh, and happy 400th post blog :) 

airplanes

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?

I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now...

I have 3 goals this semester: 

1. To become (good) friends with as many people as possible.

2. To get H1s in everything. 

3. To bring my own lunch one day (with enough snacks).

I already cbs achieving #3. Notice how i ranked friends over study. Making new friends and becoming close to a lot of them makes me happy :) 

...So does watching movies/anime for 2 hours every tuesday before physics prac ;]

aromatic

So, i had an unusual dream the other night. It took Pokemon to a whole new level by us humans being able to morph into our own pokemon. Sort of like transfiguration but better. 

Except we only morphed into them when we got angry. And in this dream, Farn and i got really angry at each other so he turned into Gyarados (how cool did i make him huh?? :P) and i think i turned into Mew... i'm not sure i was being very indecisive. 

At one point i even turned invisible and sat on the chandelier until Farn noticed it swinging and lol....epic battle started again.

Basically, we tried to kill each other. And i can't remember who survived. LOL >_>

gumption

It's actually blue despite the purplish tinge here. It took me so long to find a dress for Asean Ball. 

I hate dress shopping. LOL

I bet you lots of people have/will have this dress. It's been out for so long. 

a new life

Happy bday Edi & Adhi :) Thanks for the bday party tonight! Really liked the cake rofl.. and the potato chicken wings thing hehe

I got bitten on the leg by something today. I was napping and suddenly woke up to a painful sensation...like a needle sliding into my leg and staying there. I couldn't move my leg for a bit cos it was so painful and then a red dot formed but no blood.. Afterwards a welt appeared similar to a mozzie bite but with the red dot in the middle.

Like. wtf. And i researched bed bugs but they're meant to be PAINLESS and ITCHY but i'm feeling quite the OPPOSITE. 

Gees. Oh well, at least i can walk rofl.  

Aren't you Hibernating?

let me show you what you're missing. 

paradise ~ 

sunny

I am feeling sunny! Is that even possible?

Katherine gave me the song Ruled by Secrecy - Muse and i've been loving it. Loving the climax at 2:55 too haha

I like wearing/hugging clothes straight from the dryer. Even better if you fold them into a nice pile and sleep on it. Cleanser is my life saviour in the morning - it feels so good to get all that gunk of your face. I like to eat cantelope. I also want to work in Sushi Sushi (so i can get the leftovers).

Imagine being hit by a train. Or sky diving with a broken parachute. Or wanting to kill yourself after realising your spouse wasn't going to make it.

Today's discovery: that pumpkin soup and organic chem study go well together.

glowing

I've come to accept that uni is actually really fun. It's even better when you find decent food sales and suddenly bump into EVERYONE - old and new friends. (Hint: 12pm is the best time if you hadn't figured that out already. Where? EVERYWHERE)

Or maybe this week is just exceptionally good. I have never been able to get consistent full marks for little or no effort before. Except my physics test could have been better if i wasn't so.....stoned every morning. Hence the white mochas appearing every 3 lectures.

I'm going to sleep earlier tonight. Work tomorrow!

neck pain

...shit. I'm doing it again. I'm leading people on.

I never meant to. I have to stop this before it grows. 

I don't want this =(

hahahaaa

LOL at all you guys complaining to me after that last post LOLLLL

And the effects are true after all... look what i found during fb stalking:

Stooph: oh dear lord, because of viv, I didn't sleep at all last night ;-;
Katherine:  active night eh? ;)

Stooph: FACKKK YOU
Katherine: :D

LOL. I think Stooph would've preferred an active night with me over watching that Human Centipede trailer anyday eh? xDDD 

It's so cold nowadays......... 

Can i just say...

This is some screwed up shit. But then again, i still want to watch it. Oh god.

Uni tomorrow. GREAT. 

Bed Syndrome

I'd like to state a few obvious things first. I just took a shower and smell really good. I fell asleep on the floor and woke up to Espresso's (my dog) nose in my face. I also fell asleep in bed and raced to my chair when i heard mum but my ass hit the floor instead. Ouch.

For once, today's title relates to its contents. I have created my own condition and reason for procrastinating...and it's called "Bed Syndrome" =) - it is when you'd rather jump onto your bed and curl up and sleep rather than do hw... just because it's well, right there. Maybe i should've given it a better name. Something....warmer. 

I dream a lot too.

I had a 5min nap yesterday and dreamed that i was catching the train. I woke up when i stepped on it. Just then, i had a two hour nap.

It was....weird. There were gigantic, 2 m long trombones and colourful, Indiana Jones stones rolling everywhere. I was also in MC maccas getting a soft serve even though i knew that my bus was leaving right then. And my dad came to pick me up in Box Hill but i never went home with him anyway....

I see a lot of people in my dreams. Maybe, it's my way of watching over you guys...

.....NAH, I DON'T THINK SO LOL. Because this is too similar to the dead girl in The Lovely Bones watching over her living family....

Off to become a plant expert now :) Nerd bio nerd.

finally nerding...

Lying down all day is hard work. It saps all my energy so that i randomly fall asleep and wake to weird people snoring/singing/talking to themselves and messed up hair. I hardcore nerded for 2 hours in State today and then spent the rest of the day eating and sleeping on a beanbag LOL

Why is the big screen tv in State never on =(

I also had an uncontrollable urge to take a dump while on the bus home. So did Farn. HAHA but um it's okay yay got to the bathroom in time. sigh. Oh! And my other book, Oxygen - Carol Cassella, got delivered in the mail today yay. Once i finish The Lovely Bones, i will start this book :) 

Oh, and Deakin people. Have lunch with me every Thursday in your campus :) I will be nerding there from 9am - 3pm until my shift at PLC starts. (swimming teaching)

music

I feel like i'm Twitter-ing rather than blogging. Second update of the day woohoo. 

Nothing feels better than playing a Chopin Nocturne in the dark. Nocturne in D flat minor to be exact. I can't remember when i last touched the piano properly...but something my piano teacher said the day before my AmusA exam has stayed with me ever since. 

After i had finished playing, she said, "Now i know why Steven (her husband) loves hearing you play." Which flatters me but also makes me wonder how long she had disliked my playing for LOL.

I think i'll start to play piano everyday now. It helps when i'm restless and it distracts me from the fridge for a bit rofl. 

Today the book "The Lovely Bones" arrived in the mail :) I wonder if heaven's really like how it's described in here..... Yes, that would be nice. 

it's the little things

So i was lying in bed last night listening to "I'll Stand by You" - Glee Cast version on repeat. It made me feel a lot better. Lyrics are important.

I can't believe i woke up an hr ago ==' half day gone.

I like to count how many people have an iphone/itouch on the bus or train. What other trends have popped up now...

me is dead

My grammar has died too.

I am really tired though... was sleeping on Jacky's couch towards the end of his party. Not because i was bored but because well... it felt right. HAHA okay wth... tired wheeeeee

Today i felt like my social life was getting out of hand. Or is beginning to... I woke up. Did some work. Bussed to city. Ate lunch. Saw so many people woah. Met up with my friends who came from HK and QLD. Went home. Drove to Jacky's party. Had fun at party. And am now home. 

Tomorrow i will/MUST nerd at State Library. And pop in at a picnic to say hi to people. 

sleep. 

hey babe

What's the happening? 

Well not much over here but i found this funny video today. Hope you enjoy it!

I know a bit too much about Cambodia now.... my ppt is pretty :) 

released

I like walking in cemeteries (during the day time).

I don't like seeing you two together.

I wish i had a pet frog.

I like avocado, smoked salmon & cottage cheese on toast.

I don't like how i suddenly go quiet.

I wish for both of us.

I like singing to those who appreciate it.

I don't like people who make you feel like shit.

I wish i could improvise.

I like holding hands.

I don't like how overrated Sportsgirl is.

And i wish that i could fly.

distressed

So i was going to post a brilliant update for you guys.... it involved how to ripen avocados using ethylene + brown paper bags.... how to grow cannabis (cool stuff you learn in bio and chem)... Asean lounge night.... making chocolate hot cross buns...me being cool.... 

Except i can't bring myself to do it. I feel like i'm sitting at the bottom of a well and people are slowly taking away my inspiration - the water. Or maybe it's because i can only look up as i slowly "drown"... wait wth

That was a bad analogy. I don't even know what it means... But i don't really mind sitting alone for a bit for now....

Something's made me upset but i still don't understand why. 

I need my Ps. I want to drive far, far away and sit on top of a hill and look at the stars.