bad karma

Because i casually dismissed the warnings and slow loading Youtube was giving me.... i actually got capped for real. damnit but at least it forced me to study geog and chem properly for half a day because i actually had no net.

mock exams tomorrow onwards. not looking forward to it but i'm getting 7s in my chem paper 1s now yayayayayaa .. now for paper 2..

and i'm hungry again.

i should go touch paper 2 now. i need more brain juice !! i keep sleeping in the afternoon and today laura and i rolled in the grass while our guinea pigs nibbled in it.

heheheh =)

i think i'm going to fail english i don't know anything

closure

My lips sting every time i open my mouth to talk or eat. I don't know if it's a funny symptom of a runny nose or if i'm suddenly allergic to a lip balm? Or they're just so dry it's not funny?

Today i watched a choir program on ABC in an all boys school, ate two weird combos of food, finished this booklet of 90 maths questions (paper 1) and had a nap. Yeah so mum made this pumpkin soup puree last night with too much ginger infused in it.. which i don't like. And since i like my soup with rice i added that along with smoked salmon for added saltiness to overpower the gingeryness.. is that a word.. no. 

And it was good. I'm so weird. 

I like my food really hot, both ways. I hate lukewarm stuff and i better be wearing a t shirt if i eat hot spicy/chilli stuff. 

I played piano properly for the first time in months today. A Bach piece that I once learned and now Laura is learning for her AmusA because she didn't like her other Bach piece. It felt good. 

I swear i've taken like 5 dumps today. Not all were happy though. 

"My Master Thomas More would give anything to anyone. Some say that’s good and some say that’s bad, but I say he can’t help it—and that’s bad . . . because some day someone’s going to ask him for something that he wants to keep; and he’ll be out of practice." 

Mock exams are on Thursday, Friday and Monday and i still haven't organised my schedule for it. I'm leaving the Bio and Chem paper 3s for tues and wed afterschool. 

And now i will watch more Mr Bean. 

poop!

Hey guys

 

just some self encouragement there... no not really. i'm busting for the toilet and laura's wildly vacuuming the kitchen downstairs did you know she was vacuuming at 1am too i mean wtf ?

sooooooooo.... in the past few days i went to tom's 18th :) and did some study and ate way too much. and now i'm waiting for laura's pizza and it's so nice having a personal slave chef ;) 

I like hearing the vacuum suck things up. 

I also haven't relieved my bladder yet. I'm gonna die of some bladder or urinary infection one day. 

hehehehee my hair is disgusting.

not a good decision.

I think i'm purposely not taking care of myself. I study all day and walk along Royal Parade and Sydney Road but i'm losing motivation and even the incentive to not get sick. 

I can feel a cold coming on. But i can't be bothered to prevent it. 

I think i'm giving up. 

But i'm still working. I'm turning into this boring person who watches "How to look Good Naked" and how to wear scarves on youtube at 1am and wake up at 7:30am to study and eat all day. Every night before i sleep i keep thinking about the future and the sacrifices that are likely to happen. And then i panic and i either have dreamless or nightmarish sleep. 

I really like lebanese bread and sweets. Sydney Rd is good for that! 

Jewish bread is good too :) 

I care but i'm turning insensitive to things that matter more in the long run. I keep listening to "Making Love out of Nothing at all" - Air Supply , courtesy to James.  

What's happening to me? 

I think i need retail therapy and a swimming session. 

I'm scared. And now i just suddenly want to cry. 

200th post

I think it's worth celebrating with food. Gourmet Traveller food in fact. 

I actually uploaded more pictures to stare at but then i couldn't be bothered. 

So after you visit "Gourmet Traveller", i want you to visit The Essential Ingredient. 

I like visiting these kind of stores and i'm saving this one till after IB. There are cooking classes too. It's in South Yarra btw. 

I think i'm starting to panic about exams. But then i wake up and think pft.. oh god. 

I like to eat eel. I think i've eaten a quarter of the cheesecake already. tehehe time to eat more...okay i should go do a chem paper 1 and 2. 

Okay, so if you don't have any time to check out those links above, i suggest you watch this College Musical written, directed and performed by these Yale students. It's really good so watch this at least. Around 4+ episodes? 

:)

I am so thankful that you are in my life. 

stuffed

omg ate too much for dinner... laura's spaghetti and then dad's steak. ahhh overfed.. i also had kfc and bubble cup today gahh.. 

Today was a good day. 
Went to State Library at 10am and sat with michelle dong and niki. This tall man in a black trenchcoat kept passing our table and looking at us at least four times hmmmm.. And then Farn came and we said hi to James and Nick and went to sit with Edi and Janice. So i finished my geog essay and the four of us got told off by some old man for being too loud. lol oops

Lunch ... lots of kfc haha ... trammed to park near flinders .. played with sand .. stepped in muddy grass.. stupid kids taking over hammock in playground i wanted to go on that... hair had grass in it . saw more people. my shorts had a tinge of green afterwards apparently 

got bubble cup. saw fiona and danny. bussed home. stood next to some man who really smelled. eugh 

I have a bad tummy ache LOL squishyyyyy omg i need to take a dump. 

typical

The weather today is pathetic. It's raining but it's weak. At least give me a thunderstorm while you're at it. 

via papertissue

I was surfing through Gourmet Traveller and Kristen came upon this article, "The Art of Packing", which i would like to share. I'm sure all of us have LV trunks to fill with equally expensive garments. Man, i wish i had money. 

Feel like hot chocolate and marshmallows? Click here  

Feel like partaying in Phuket? Procrastinate even more here

I feel like i'm advertising my own food blog. Yesterday, Laura made pumpkin cookies with a hint of nutmeg. Sounds spicy but it was good i promise. Today, we're going to be making a savoury pizza of some sort. Jealous yet? 

Today's agenda: stop skipping breakfast and waiting for lunch (oh wait it's already 12:15pm despite waking up 3 hours ago), latin, english, getting heart attacks everytime i see a Maths SL paper 2 exam and just being cool.

...this biology paper isn't treating me well either. Maybe it's because i haven't finished revising. 

edit: scrap that. I HATE TACITUS. 

sleeping

cino

I have done nothing today except:

- sleep

- eat laura's pumpkin cookies

- marvel at the nice weather

- some hw 

- watch The Crucible

- browse through University of Queensland's residential colleges. 

- get fat 

(not my bed. and i purposely slept the wrong way round) 

- wake up to find espresso sleeping in bed next to me. awww

lol well she's the cute one. i'm the fat one.

- just walked the dogs.  

quickie

- been pigging out all day 

- i want to mow my lawn because those yellow flowers piss me off

- i've spent all day writing bio notes 

- i am sick of bio but i have to finish this chapter 

- i need to pee so badly 

- i can see carrot sticks and peanut butter

- it is dark outside and i can no longer see the yellow flowers :) 

- my room is messy again 

- i had a dream about harry potter spells, boarding school, bio excursion, a blue and green thunderstorm and being in a pharmacy. 

- i didn't do anything interesting today. 

- i am 5 posts off 200. 

please interpret my dream.

Edit: I really really really like The Crucible. I'm starting to like Man for All Seasons now too. 

I've had the same dream three times in two weeks. No, i am not practising Roman rituals and nor am i insane. 

What does it mean when each dream begins with an expedition of three people (...) who have been selected as sacrifices in an unknown land? The setting changes from nowhere, in the middle of the ocean to my house in a desert. Is it amusing that i always die/get eaten? Why am i sought after by a stupid, scaly, purple dragon? And what kind of dragon makes you watch them eat the other person limb by limb? 

I suspect that the dragon is my sister.

Even in my dreams, The Aeneid and IB have sucked me into dark side. How come i don't get awesome dreams like my sister does??? With superpowers ??

She was granted four superpowers; turning invisible, something, something and morphing into this gigantic purple blob monster LOL . So everytime she turned into that monster she scared everyone by roaring and squishing them. how fkn cool is that ??? 

I think that my dragon is the evil twin/side of her happy purple blob. 

Happy purple blob monster/super power, please come visit me instead :)  

starry

It is on this beautiful night

that we congregate, hold hands

and pray -

for the darkness to blend in

with our minds and cradle our stricken limbs

in the wind's soft voice.

And until the heat scorches the ground

a poisonous, dark blue

we are left with the invisible presence

of each other -

almost tangible but only in dreams -

This distorted reality no longer a comfort

but instead the feat of becoming

the cathedral in your heart.

And thus, in

the fading dusk, the stars finally permit

those eyes to spark

my world

with your dreams -

And i can think nothing more of it.

recap

I haven't written a post purely in words for some time, so i'm going to tell you about my recent life.

Lately a lot of us have been coming home around 9-10pm due to music concerts, playing in recordings for the HL music girls' compositions, orchestra, afterschool classes, Dance off etc. Now it's all good and memorable but lack of sleep is catching up on me because of all the last minute tests and homework. I need a second job after exams. Although $70/week or even $100/week if i'm free is already really good except i have no time to work now. I want to buy more shirts.

It feels good to sit in the art room by yourself and listen to the radio. At night.

I can't find my ipod speakers

And I like to stalk people from my bedroom window.

But i find it hard to accept criticism

Because I can't remember where i put you,

Even though I like to think we'll be together forever -

But it's hard to think past tomorrow.

I can't melt enough chocolate.

I live in an igloo and i want balloons.

But none of this makes sense.

This feels stilted. discordant. Hardly climatic.

Okay i'm struggling to find something decent to write even though i had all these amazing ideas throughout the week and forgot to jot them down.

I'm a poo

omfg

argh

I can't do Calculus.

It screws my head over. I can do everything else well except this topic.

I think it's just the derivative of logs i muck up.

Other than that, it's quite fun to do.

the last week

James and i were discussing the different interpretations of this picture.

What comes to your mind?

* thanks Pinga, for the pic :) - Pingu

pictures

hello, the world is wet.

love is glowing.

goodbye

I bought a shirt on Friday after the bio excursion. It's dark blue, with buttoned sleeves (can make full length) and v cut. It also happens that whoever's 10cm taller than me can see full on cleavage.

Great.

Thanks to Dot for coming with me :) Hope you found a suitable dress after i left!

i know this doesn't concern you...

...but i have to tell someone! (ie - my blog! )

I figured out my VTAC preferences order !! Although i'll be changing it after umat/enter score is released.

I am still unsure of the order for No. 3, 4 and 5 since i like geog, chem and bio equally and the combination with Law sounds intriguing. Numbers are in IB terms. (ie - 39 = 98.35)

1. Monash - Med/Surgery (RC)
2. Melbourne - Biomed (36)
3. Monash - Biomed science/law (39)
4. Monash - Science/Law (39)
5. Monash - Arts/Law (39)
6. Monash - Arts/Science (32)
7. Monash - Biomedical Science (33)
8. Monash - Biomedical science/science (35)
9. Melbourne - Arts (32)
10. Monash - Arts (31)
11. Melbourne - Science (30)
12. Monash - Science (26)

Okay sorry that wasn't very interesting but at least the internet knows this is what i want and not what my parents want.

I think.

80% of it.

Now i have to wait till mum tries to scribble all over it and change it ==



I wish i could find a more stable career in Human Geography.

present

I would so buy all you guys (gamers) this tshirt... but :

- I'm too pov
- I don't have paypal
- I'm only that generous in my head
- I'm lazy

This is from Bubbi Collection

good things in life.

Yes please.

No thankyou. I want to eat a normal apple pie that doesn't look like a meat pie and with a dollop of icecream.


I think my brain and tastebuds just exploded.