not a good decision.
I think i'm purposely not taking care of myself. I study all day and walk along Royal Parade and Sydney Road but i'm losing motivation and even the incentive to not get sick.
I can feel a cold coming on. But i can't be bothered to prevent it.
I think i'm giving up.
But i'm still working. I'm turning into this boring person who watches "How to look Good Naked" and how to wear scarves on youtube at 1am and wake up at 7:30am to study and eat all day. Every night before i sleep i keep thinking about the future and the sacrifices that are likely to happen. And then i panic and i either have dreamless or nightmarish sleep.
I really like lebanese bread and sweets. Sydney Rd is good for that!
Jewish bread is good too :)
I care but i'm turning insensitive to things that matter more in the long run. I keep listening to "Making Love out of Nothing at all" - Air Supply , courtesy to James.
What's happening to me?
I think i need retail therapy and a swimming session.
I'm scared. And now i just suddenly want to cry.
posted by FROGGY at 12:50 AM
1 Comments:
I totally know what you mean, and I'm only in year 11. I woke up this morning and the first thing I thought about was the upcoming mock Methods exams I was going to have to do tomorrow.
My advice is just to take a day or two off, or to make sure you have "fun" at least once every two days. For me this has pretty much just involved going to State where I can do some work in the morning and then go badger whoever is around in the afternoon for a few hours, or even just practicing my singing.
Good luck, and it's almost over!
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