Monday, August 31, 2009

oh my god

Ah yes, i am actually up at 3am but that's only because i suddenly fell asleep at 9:30pm and am now feeling so refreshed. Oh dear but i will edit my WL2/continue footnoting now and sleep at 4am. And i'm so sorry to everyone i didn't reply to on msn after 9:30 !!

Don't worry, i'll be getting enough sleep for once.

I want to advertise Nadia's blog because i am thrilled that my love for blogging has managed to inspire others into creating a blog of their own. Her first post is good so i hope that you continue to follow her blog.

On a more personal note, i'd like to say that ... HAHA I HAVE FINISHED WORLD LIT 2 !!!! FINALLY !!! after a week's delay !! And every word was so painful yet almost fun to write .. oh dear what am i saying english essays will always ruin me.

But now i feel prepared for the English Exam for Doll's House at least :) btw Helmer, you are a fat cow.

Today i finished WL2, did 3 hours of maths, walked, ate and slept early at 9:30pm. SUCCESS.

Except i need to pee. And i didn't get start more of that never ending geography hw. GAH

It's freezing and i'm wearing shorts. SIGH

Year 12 is ending soon. I'm scared.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

1000 profile views

To celebrate 1000 blog profile views, i decided to be lazy and publish a quiz post. Whether i have one hardcore fan or a wide reader base, you guys are the best and thanks for stalking my blog profile !!!

N.B - profile views, not actual blog views. didn't put hit counter for that =(
N.B.B - actually posted this today Saturday 12:05 am 29th August but yeah ...

1. What was the last thing you put in your mouth? Mushroom soup + pepper
2. Have you ever kissed anyone named Matthew? Nope
3. Where was your profile picture taken? In my room after laura put mascara and eyeliner on me for fun. she did that 5 days in a row sigh.
4. Can you play guitar hero? Yeah i can play the drums but i haven't tried the guitar looks funky though. ( we have to resurrect BAND 45 !!! )
5. Name someone that made you laugh today? everyone :)
6. How late did you stay up last night and why? 3am. i was doing WL2 and then i started bio prac at 10:30pm. bad idea. but 2-3am is normal bed time now :S
7. If you could move somewhere else, would you? New house in another acre block/open space would be great. I need space i can't survive in an apartment.
8. Ever been kissed under fireworks? Er no and by the time i'd finish kissing my ear drums would've died as well.
9. Which of your friends lives closest to you? Veronica, Steve, Sav, Tom, everyone ??? :)
10. Do you believe ex's can be friends? I hope so
11. How do you feel about Dr Pepper? I like Coca Cola.
12. When was the last time you cried really hard? I haven't cried really hard in a very long time. (the kind where u cry yourself to sleep)
13. Where are you right now? In my room and i have cramps.
14. What bed did you sleep in last night? HAHAHAHA ohhhhh ;) lol what kinda person do you think i am
15. What was the last thing someone bought for you for dinner? I can't remember anything past last friday i think IB is stealing my memories for its own pensieve.
16. Who took your profile picture? Webcam self timer.
17. Who was the last person you took a picture of? Hmmm.... someone in Melba Hall concert i guess.
18. Was yesterday better than today? Everyday feels the same except today is Friday :)
19. Can you live a day without TV? Yep.
20. Are you mad about anything? Nah
21. Are you upset about anything? No
22. Do you think relationships are ever really worth it? Of course
23. Are you a bad influence? Depends if i've made you 10x more random, flooded you with my music taste or impaired your study habits because you can't stop looking at my blog ;)
24. Night out or night in? I'm up for both but too tired tonight.
25. What items could you not go without during the day? My USB, phone, water bottle, laptop and school diary.
26. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital? Laura when she got her birthmark removed.
27. What does the last text message in your inbox say? Lol farn telling me how much of a pig he is (ate 7 slices of pizza before soccer) and physics.
28. How do you feel about your life right now? I'm worried, scared and slightly confident. I don't want holidays to come but i'm feeling pretty good still.
29. Do you hate anyone? That wastes energy. But i tend to just ignore them.
30. If we were to look in your hotmail inbox, what would we find? therapeutic cloning, borders and love letters from everyone lol i wish ...
31. Say you were given a drug test right now, would you pass? Yeah but not if it was for strepsils. I found Amoxycillin pills in my locker today oops. and another 4 on my desk because i didn't want to take them when i was sick.
32. Has anyone ever called you perfect before? yeah but we laugh over it
33. What song is stuck in your head? my head is actually blank surprisingly
34. Someone knocks on your window at 2am, who do you want it to be? lol first tell me how you can even reach my balcony in the dark
35. Wanna have grandkids before you’re 50? i don't think that matters atm...
36. Name something you have to do tomorrow? Exercise
37. Do you think too much or too little? Too much but 40% is day dreaming.
38. Do you smile a lot? It's automatic
39. Who was your last missed call on your Mobile phone? randoms i ignore when i'm trying to sleep.
40. Is there something you always wear? underwear
41. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? reading Freedom of the City - i like it. Mainly the history behind it though
42. Did you have an exciting last weekend? It was ordinary and i didn't wake up early enough for 8am swimming so i hoola hooped instead.
43. Have you ever crawled through a window? Yep and i've pushed people through windows too (er into the house btw. HAHA)
44. Have you ever dyed your hair? no i've thought about it and realised i cbf
45. Are you wearing a necklace? no
46. Are you an emotional person? Yes
47. What's something that can always make you feel better? Eating food, sleeping, talking to you people, happy dumps, blog comments, wearing my hair in plaits with a poof and rolling in the grass.
48. Will this weekend be a good one? I hope so
49. What do you want right now? the rest of Harry Potter 6 OST off laura . but i mostly want this period cramp to go away........
50. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing? yeah it's quite comfy
51. Have you ever worked in a food place? No and i don't plan to ... looks unnecessarily stressful.
52. What's on your schedule for tomorrow? icecream, homework, exercise, internet, reading
53. Does anyone know your Blogspot password? Only my computer knows it.

Not the most rewarding blogpost but oh well. You guys are what makes it worthwhile to blog :)

Monday, August 24, 2009

not just jellybeans

Keep on raining like this.

It matches my mood and i think we could create a perfect pathetic fallacy together. Things feel so jumbled but i promise you that there is chemistry between us. It's almost as brilliant as our titration skills and yet, i'm always one drop ahead.

Keep on pouring like this.

Drown out my thoughts but don't enter my mind. Have you ever wondered why i asked the sky to rain jellybeans? True - it is stupid. People need water, not jellybeans. But who said it doesn't bring happiness?

Keep on drenching me like this.

I thought i asked for drizzle - not this heavy weight which continues to compress my feelings. None of this makes sense, but that's okay. Things like why doesn't it rain Bertie Botts Every Flavour Beans were meant to be figured out.

Keep on dissolving me in this.

Weak at the knees, heart caught in throat. I think I'll go hide under my igloo blanket. But keep on raining like this.

It's mesmerizing and i need it.

Sunday, August 23, 2009

i fail at confessing

viviprawn says:
*cannnn you feel the love tonight ?
steph we wer emade for each otherrrrrrr
the world around , will not condemn us
in all our leafy greeeeennnn


Steph says:
viviprawn says:
Steph says:
*yay for th loveXD


viviprawn says:
*let's get down to business !
to accept - my pro-posal !
why did you reject me
because i have - black hair????
you are so ungrate-ful to me
and you haven't got a clue
stephhiii i'llll make a spouseeee out of youuuuuuu
Steph says:


viviprawn says:
*let me be your wings
let me be your only nutella
let me take you far beyond the froggsssss
let me be your wingss
let me lift you over ib
every 7 we're dreaming of will soon be ours
every mark that you desire
anything at allllllll
everyday i'll let you sleep (in class)
and i'll never let you faillllll !

To the tune of Disney songs.

Saturday, August 22, 2009

cherry blossoms

Look out the window and
admire the sky
Highschool is ending so
remember to scry -
For your nightmare is my awakening.

Melba Hall Concerto Concert:
Well done everyone :) Especially Ying, Joan, Vicky and Steph !!! You all looked so hot ;) Holst was rushed but it was pretty good considering we hadn't rehearsed it and i really liked Melba Chorale's singing. I have no idea what L'oiseau Lyre i can't even spell it was singing though haha. There was a possum in the organ but i didn't get to see it run across the stage.

Our last Melba Hall concert :(

Biology lunch + scientist:
We talked gentics and recombinant technology. Lunch was 6 pizzas, icecream, hot chips, milo, tea and coffee and we had to disinfect the biology lab beforehand. Felt so fat :) We used the pipette they use in real labs and pipetted alcohol and something else in a capsule. Invert the capsule and you can see threads of DNA forming fromt he precipitate. hehe . How come we didn't get to do that in year 10 !!! ==' Had to leave early for Melba Hall rehearsal though.

World Lit 2:
Why is it that i forget my book the weekend before WL2 (real thing) is due? WHY WHY whatever i will go scout the internet now.

Thursday, August 20, 2009

sparkle sparkle

Lol today was eventful. did bio prac. then chem prac. titrating tetraamine copper sulphate.

i want these dresses. $39 and $19 respectively. But i'll only get the black mini one if its not stiff material. And when i lose like 5kg. which will be never. cos i cbf.Why is it called "Mini Dress" when it doesn't even look Mini? even my cgs dress rides up higher.... 15cm higher... :O

Lol doesn't that remind of the Blue Dress story in year 9 ??? I wrote about a girl who had an invisible friend and wore a blue dress. and the girl got depressed and forgot she was allergic to cheese so she absent mindedly ate it in her depression and well ... died. LOL but i think i ended it rather touchingly :)

OKAY HOW ABOUT I JUST LET YOU GUYS READ IT YOURSELF. and laugh at my weird... thoughts.

Melba Hall Concerto Concert tomorrow night. I am excited.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

turn the lid and set me free

Hey guys just thought i'd quickly remind everyone that i'm still alive.. well this blog. metaphorically..

MHS formal was the best formal i've ever been to! Thanks heaps Steve :) If you haven't seen pictures yet go stalk my facebook. Awesome venue, good food, great atmosphere and hurray for dancing and coming out half deaf.

Laura and i are making crepes atm.. and 2am is suddenly my new bedtime for me... been sleeping at that time for 4 days in a row so far... and still feel fine. not healthy. but sometimes i just stay up for the sake of it, not because i'm rushing to finish homework.

weird mush is banana

Sometimes i wish i lived in a penthouse. I want to lie in bed and gaze at the stars all night and think of chocolate fountains. But if the moon shines in my face i'll get annoyed.

I can't sleep with the light on.


Wednesday, August 12, 2009

But ours had long died out.

Had chem test today. pretty good but a tad long. finished justttttttttt in time though. Studying for English orals now ... i'm going to wag REC tomorrow to continue revising

Good luck people!

There was an artist silly for his face. I am silly for your face :)

I was so stupid in year 8/9.

Did you know that Nike doesn't make any of the shoes it designs? Instead, they're produced in South Korea and Taiwan and in 2003, Nike bought Converse for $305 million. Also, the energy used to google 1 search is equivalent to a kettle boiling for 7 minutes. So maybe we should search web pages from Australia only. Or, use Blackle , a search engine that saves energy by having a black homepage.

Get thee to a nunnery! Get me to a pantry.

Sunday, August 09, 2009

Midterm Break

I'M BACK ! After a 1 week hiatus...

Well i can say that i'm feeling so much better about work now. I can almost see the end and this time i'm in better control of my homework. =='' so now the only major internals left for me are World Lit 2, English Orals, 2x Design Bio pracs, Type 2 math portfolio... etc.

Why is it that everything this week counts around 25% ????

My week...
Monday - Midterm break. Wrote up a 3 page plan for WL2 (10%) and started portfolio... and ate every hour.
Tuesday - Handed in chem design prac, finished 10 page maths portfolio. my hand hurts took me the whole day oops. Had Senior Strings and Symph Orch.
Wednesday - Do more WL2, start prepping for English Orals , Chem test, start the bio pracs...
Thursday - Maths test? More WL2, more prep for English Orals
Friday - Maths test? ENGLISH ORALS (15%), finish/hand in my WL2 draft, MHS formal

Gonna be so dead. But check out this Giant Water Slide !!

I've also been eating 13 strepsils a day.. plus these yellow capsules.. But i'm recovering now woot. The other night my sister made pumpkin scones and i also stayed up till 3am finishing my TOK + geog essay on Shanghai's manufacturing industry and environmental loss...

I hope this blogpost is enough to make up for the last week. We played in the Melbourne Senior Strings Festival on thursday too .. at Monash Uni .. Both a competition and a master class. We didn't play our best but it was pretty good still.

Okay on a last note, i want you guys to check these links out. They're both musical and the first one is Cat Like Tread from Vincent's school musical "Pirates of Penzance". It's very entertaining to watch.

Second song is quite funny but i find it pretty catchy ...
Sexy Bitch - David Guetta feat Akon


I'm so cool.

Tuesday, August 04, 2009


So... i've turned into . on msn instead of my usual name.

I don't feel like talking. I don't want to open my mouth. I keep on exiting msn convos. All i do is eat. I get annoyed by nearly everyone because suddenly everything seems stupid.

I'm beyond complaining about schoolwork. I'm just dealing with it now since this is what i got for doing IB - don't even talk to me about VCE.

I think after next friday i'll be normal again =D

But for now, i'm just a dot.

Okay that wasn't the complete reason why i'm suddenly feeling so down.

Monday, August 03, 2009


I really cannot be fked with school at the moment.

Saturday, August 01, 2009

tummy ache

For those who like West Side Story... what do you think of Web Site Story? hehe

Monash Open Uni Day
- was playing 2square with bouncy ball we made in engineering and then karen bounced it into a stranger's bag... chased after her to get my ball back rofl. all you people laughing at me lmao
- got freebies aka teddybear, note pads, speakers, etc
- saw lots of people. lots lots
- checked out Med, Arts, Law, Commerce, Engineering... last two was just bumming
- came home and napped for 3 hours.

What got confirmed today...
- Med (Monash): haahhahahaaa so unlikely i'll get into this one but here's hoping
- Arts/Law: i need 98 at least so thats 39 in IB. yeah okay
- Arts/Science: 85? dunno
- i cbf .
- i want a 42 at least. that's 99.7? anything above is just too beyond me. my TOK is going to fail me... so is HL chem if i don't lift my game.

School starts again tomorrow. i really cbf. but i have TOK, String Festival, WL2, math portfolio, prepare English Orals due soon............ cbf

Midterm coming weekend. One more day of sleeping in.

Edit: woahhhhhh blog Profile Views jumped by 100 within 1 week. (730 to 830) either i got some hardcore fans or... some nice stalkers :) It's okay. just reading my blog is enough =D (lol if it doesn't increase anymore after this)

Get well soon, Farn :)

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