no.

can't sleep can't stop thinking about stuff i feel like i take in information slower and that i'm more stubborn than before why is this also sometimes my grammar gets so bad that i sometimes can't recall what is correct i need to find out what i really want to do in life because i tell people i want to do this major which will lead on to this particular career but really i have no idea i'm just saying it because i DO like the idea of it but my heart isn't really in it yet what am i going to doooooooooooooooo

so apart from suddenly feeling/acting more stubborn towards people i also feel less social and willing to participate in things which is stupid but sometimes i just don't want to participate because i just don't. end of story. what the hell

i think i need a change.