:S

It's 3am and i can't sleep because i'm feeling so many jumbled emotions that i don't know what else to do but get up and dissolve myself in music and so far shuffle is being good to me. I don't really know what is going on atm but all i do now is get upset really easily and how do you even talk about this to someone like what can you say i don't understand what's going on anymore. 

Life is really not that bad - in fact it's alright - but when you start thinking before you sleep everything seems so much worse so i have to learn to fall asleep immediately or i'm going to go crazy. 

I need to sleep.