something is wrong with me
What is a good analogy for trust? I could use an ice cube to represent each layer of "trust" gone as it melts. Or i could imagine myself as a brick wall that needs mortar to replace the crumbling.
If so, then i need a lot of mortar. I need a lot of superglue to make sure I stay together forever. No one wants to live in an unstable house. And I don't like dealing with an insecure mind.
I hate not being able to completely trust you like before. Because i really do want to.
But it eats me up to the extent that i need every proof of your love. It makes me question things i never bothered myself with before.
Why does trust take so long to build again? How long is this phase going to last?
3 Comments:
hmmm...when i think of trust i always get an image of a big shining yellow ball...like a sun...in my mind. but perhaps that is too optimistic.
okay i am confused...'make sure i stay together'...?...but then there is 'trust you'...are you trusting yourself or someone else...i am confused.
haha
i need to trust the person in order to stop the insecurity.
I seee!!...that makes sense...this idea of 'trust' would come from you as would the insecurity...thus the person is simply a prop! ^^
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