falling asleep everywhere

I had a good breakfast today. I had fish soup with rice and then sashimi from last night too. And thennnnnn Laura made me a Mango, Strawberry and Nectarine Crepe with Lemon Ganache (?) :) I love having a personal chef tehehehhe 

So while my internet has been screwing itself over, I have been randomly falling asleep everywhere. Like... on the floor, on my desk, on my bed, in Laura's bed... maybe even your bed.... oooooh HAHA who knows... I think it's because i find the (heavy) rain so soothing that i just... fall asleep. 

Or maybe i'm just really lazy. 

Do you see how capped i am? I'm so capped that it's stupid to even video call and I am blurry whilst Farn is not. gay. 

 

inject. ink. now.

papertissue

Can the memory of a certain smell suddenly "trigger" its presence again? I was around something unpleasant for a while today and was certain I had washed the smell off at home later but... sometimes when i thought of that time i swear i could.... smell that odour again. So it's either my lack of showering skills or a tricky brain. I hope it's the latter... 

On the other hand, I really like Victoria's Secret "Bombshell" Eau de Parfum. I like how subtle its scent is because some perfumes are so overpowering that i just want to........ sneeze. Or was it cough. hm LOL

I hope you guys are studying hard... because i'm just sitting here doing nothing. The most work i did today was teach swimming for 4 hours. And drive to Coles at 7am. 

... sleepy 

blueberry wishes

papertissue

I'm craving... honey glazed chicken wings mmmm.... 

What do you do on public transport? Reading, listening to music or playing games give me a headache after a while so i like to look at people and wonder what people with sunglasses are actually looking at.... So i try to discreetly stare at them but i guess it doesn't work because i'm already deciding if the sunglasses suit their face or not. And then i suppose we are having a staring competition but the sunglasses make it unfair. 

But today i was more judgemental than usual. I guess i was just bored because this girl with a really pretty dress sat down next to me in the train but when she stood up i suddenly thought, "Woah. She has huge thighs and calves. I was so not expecting that...." 

Yes. I am mean and a hypocrite. And then i told Kristen about it in our SMS conversation and was paranoid that someone had looked over my shoulder and was now eyeing me with disapproval from behind. 

no sim card

My sim card suddenly doesn't work. My phone just refused to accept it ever since i got home. Does this mean mum forgot to pay the bill or something..... because 7:30pm is a really weird time to just cut off someone's sim card...    It works now :) 

So don't call/text my mobile until i get this problem fixed.  CALL/TEXT ME ;D hehe yayy

I am so drained... from coming home 5-8pm nearly everyday. I walked the dogs before and spent the whole time wondering why i wore shorts in the cold wind. Meh. And there is a hole in my skirt that i must mend now too. 

Doing some chem revision now. I got a H1 for my breadth essay yay :D It feels like 8pm but it's actually nearly 10pm..... sighhhhh.... 

ungoo yourself

I need to lift my game. Exams start in less than two weeks and i'm still completely screwed for chem. 

This fly is sooooooooooooooo annoying i want to smash it without having to leave fly goo everywhere WHY DOES IT HAVE TO RUB ITS WINGS/LEGS/WHATEVER AND MAKE THAT ANNOYING SOUND ?????? If that's how it attracts mates/communicates with others then omfg i would HATE to be a female fly. 

My last chem prac was shit because i didn't have enough time to write the method and finalise my calculations. Then i had a group interview for Orientation Host (it's super easy - go and sign up because it only takes 15min) 

So yeah today was okay...I guess the best part of today (apart from eating yummy toast and drinking milk) was talking to Farn on the phone at uni and on the way home too :) My ear got really warm after 1.5hours. 

double brie

I just wanted to say that i love shopping. Too much. I get this really strong urge to buy something after a (short) period of no shopping. I mean helllooooooo how can you say no to all these sales????

I really wish i could online shop though :( I know a lot of you are addicted to that.... 

  

Anyway, this jumper was on sale from Dotti yesterday :)

I was actually trying to find this dress from Sportsgirl ($100 to $24) but they didn't have my size and it didn't look as nice in person.... rofl 

Now i will go eat congee :) (edit: ARGHHHHH Laura burnt the congee... you must must must stir it near the end or the rice will stick to the bottom.... ) Apart from that, i hope you're all having a lovely weekend!  

for all the memories

HAHAHA. This picture was taken during a really hot day in Uluru (2008-2009) .... I think Laura's dying moments show it all. 

I'm in a good mood today (despite finding out i can't even reference or do APA style properly) so i thought i would post some random pictures....  

And i would like to say RIP to my blue bathers.... teaching swimming for 6.5hours+ every week in the baby pool has stripped it of its colour and made it unbelievably stretchy too..... like how did it get so saggy wth. Now i must buy new batherssssssss 

(FREAKN HELL we need to oil our pipes or something because everytime someone takes a shower the pipes just screaaaaaaaaaam and then i can't hear anything ARGH)

her eyes, her eyes

I wish the fish would just eat me. 

Because i don't want to grow up. 

But i know that you do. 

I wish for more sushi. 

Because eating them makes me happy. 

But i know this happiness ends after three mouthfuls. 

I wish i knew where i was going. 

Because then i would open up my heart more. 

But i'm still feeling lost. 

I wish this made sense. 

Because then we could eat jelly together. 

But for now... 

Something is wrong with me.  

we live dangerously

I hate it when i hide things too well. 

Now i will never find the goddamn usb stick camera thing. When i was young, i used to think that if i prayed to God hard enough at the time, the thing would reappear within a certain period of time. They did but i really don't think God had anything to do with it. 

I think Dotti is taking over my wardrobe....but only through $20 sales. My favourite bits are the buttons and then the flowy sleeves. 

And then i went to Dotti again the next day... but this time Farn bought me this skirt :) Thankyouuuuuuu ♥

Protostome means the mouth developed first and then the anus in the embryo stage. Deuterostome is the other way round and only appears in Echinoderms and Chordates.

rainy day of despicable me

Hehehehe.... unicorns i love them unicorns i love them... thanks li-ming for showing this to me today :D 

i don't know...

papertissue

Is it just me or does Jacky manage to appear in my blog posts significantly more than other people? Do i really hang with you that much LOL. 

Anyway... i was going to talk about today... which basically involved learning about corrosion and fuel cells in Chem... and then the evolution of humans in Biology... and then Jacky and I went to Richmond... I found my op shop but didn't buy anything.. and he didn't find his computer shop... so we just walked around in a square for an hour with a slurpee from 7-eleven and enjoyed the nice weather.

I'm really enjoying 1:15 onwards in Only Girl (In the World) - Rihanna. 

I don't like this time of the year... it's when all the scary big spiders pop out and random ant invasions happen... go invade somewhere else damnit and not my doorbell !! 

:\

papertissue

Driving by yourself gets really lonely.... Not only that, my face goes completely stoned by the end of the trip. Sigh 8am work tomorrow... means waking up at 6:45am.

mixed emotions

So... I got my P's :D 

I felt really panicky on the way to VicRoads but by the time my test started everything was fine. And now i have a holepunch in my learners permit. hehe

And i drove... quite a bit today. Went home.... then drove all the way to Monash Uni, hung around, ate hot chips, dropped Farn home and drove home myself. Sigh......... peak hour. And my lefthand turning parking is still crap.

I thought I had a chance to be a Myer Christmas Casual.. because they sent me an intermediate email after the group interview saying I appeared to be a suitable canditate and would get back to me after more assessing. But then i found out the days i am away on holiday and now I am no longer an eligible candidate because I am away during their busiest period 

:( 

meh. i has my P's :)

my bottom hurts

I like coming home to food. Especially Spinach and Mushroom muffins made by Laura :D

papertissue 

Happy Birthday Mum! I think Dad got her an iPad LOL have to wait until cake time at 11pm to see !!! 

I am really enjoying the free travel on the new smartbuses to the city. 

And i took a dump three times yesterday and peed a lot today. YAY EEEEEEH 

Exam timetable... 9, 10, 12, (14) November. 

sky burger

Normally when i make chinese tea, I busy myself with other tasks until the tea has finished brewing. 

But today I glanced up at the fridge and wondered if there was more behind the notes, pictures and magnets on the front. Why do you like one magnet more than the other? What stuff should still be on the fridge? Does an untidy and overloaded fridge surface indicate a sudden mid life crisis or are you just being lazy? What can you learn just by looking at someone's fridge? Who said the fridge door has to be tidy? Or do you only communicate with your family by sticking notes on the fridge? (there's a book on the last one) 

I don't know where this is leading but I sometimes forget or am oblivious to what is on the fridge door. The Barbie dress up magnets that i used to play with until i grew older and taller still remain and then there are the  Pokemon magnets hidden under a wallpaper of reminders, memories and itineraries. This may indicate some desperate cleaning up at hand but I am only concerned with what is inside the fridge.

And I have become so focused on what is or should be inside that I now wonder if this is how I relate myself to others in society. I need food just as much as I need people around me. And maybe expecting basics like eggs and milk to be in the fridge is equivalent to expecting others to treat you the same or hoping to create new  relationships from these basic "ingredients". 

But I think I need to start looking at people as a "whole" person again and not remember them only for their good or bad qualities or what i only know of them. I need to stop burrowing my head inside the fridge and finally realize that nothing new will appear unless someone makes an effort to go shopping - or in this case, to rekindle, save or start a new friendship.

...Anddddd I don't know what the hell i just wrote because i've been craving Sky Burger (iphone game) the entire time.